...the possibility of physical and mental collapse, is now very real...

...today was my first genuine day off/sabbath in a while.

last weekend I was in NZ at a family reunion, the weekend before - filming a conference. and i've had to work hard in between to get all my hours done.


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I awoke with a bad feeling in my throat, however I am not sick, I am well in Jesus name.

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tonight I have to go and film cafe connect. fortunately we had an early word that the duration was going to blow out, and so as we speak phil is philming the first half and I am heading in to relieve him in about fifteen minutes.

but i am feeling really tired, and should have tried to opt out of tonight completely and enjoy my day off instead. however responsibilities have intervened.

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oh and the weekend before conference my parents were over visiting, so there, no sabbath in a month....gosh.

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I am gonna end my emusic subscription after this month. Its probably best i spent that money elsewhere for the moment, also finding music to get takes a lot of time, time that could probably be better spent listening to chuck missler or learning something new...

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J.