i probably should, but i dont want to...

[Current mood: traumatised]

should I say how i screwed up, or how its salvageable.

should I talk about my weaknesses, or my victories.

should I point out failures, or create solutions.

should i stay down, or get up again

should i ignore you, or rely on you completely.

should i tell her i love her, or be her friend

should i stick around, or fly away far far away

should i go to bed, or get something more done.

should I kiss her, again

should I hold her, knowing its meaningless...

should i shower her with gifts

should I recomit myself

should I walk out and separate

should i leave the kids

should I crash the car just cause i want to

should I beat myself up again and again

should I fall

should I fall

should I fall

will you help me, who will help me.
standing, but for a moment
last drops of light, still shining through

and when we promised forever, did we mean it, did we know, did we care, did we love?

hand in hand, through the crowd, smiling laughing, flashes of light.

you make this all go away
i just want something I can never have...

(I AM LEGEND - go see it...)